When we achieve something new in our
life, we tend to forget about our past. But the clock never stops it goes round
and round in one direction. So it is on us how we deal with our clock in life.
Now you must be wondering about why I am using such philosophical statements,
but these statements do resemble someone’s life, and he is none other than
our protagonist. We know about the most shocking day of his life, after which
he learned a few things which he made his principles, of not falling in true love
with someone again. And we also know about how he was engrossed in late night
chats with his classmate, the previous part made you clear that they both were
best friends and after having a talk with his first love, his life is going to
change drastically.
After that day, nothing much disturbed
their chats rather they were the same as they were before. To speak about that
girl, she is really beautiful as well as a pure soul, also she is smart in
academics. Her nature was so adorable, which made him feel happy. And slowly
and gradually as time passed by he started to like her. But he was well firmed
on his decision and tried a lot to resist those feelings and tried hard to pack
them down deep inside his heart. But those feelings were not easy to be trapped
rather they erupted like a wave, and ultimately he proposed her (second girl).
After a few attempts, she did accept those feelings for him, and soon they were in a relationship. But there were few things which she made clear, their relationship
must not be publicized among their friends, she wanted to keep it a secret as
she didn’t want to change her image in society. They used to have long chats
with time tending to infinity, few fights, a lot of jokes and did all kind of
things which a normal teen couple does. Soon their exams were over and they
were enjoying their vacation time. And the day came nearby, RESULTS… as we
know about the boy he was quite talented in academics so he passed that
semester with average grades, on the other side her results were poor. And
later she had a talk with him saying that they both must take a gap and focus
on their studies. He also agreed with her decision. Soon the new semester
started and they were back to college, as they made few decisions, they were
not being the same as they were with each other in the past.
After a few months, he sent a message to
all her friends, which was about social awareness and one of them was that
girl. And in reply, she appreciated that message and he paid her greeting of
thanking her. And after a few moments, his mobile vibrated and when he opened his
social app, he was happy to see her message, which said,
Girl: I think I’m disturbing you…
Boy: No…No I might have disturbed you
by sending that message…
Girl: I think, you don’t want to talk
to me…?
Boy: No, you are getting it wrong, who
said so?
Girl: Like you unfriend me on other
social media… For the last two months
Boy: No, I have installed it recently
after a long span so I might have forgotten to add you.
Girl: But I did check all my friends
mobile they are friends with you, but not me…???
.
.
.
And this chat continued, and ultimately
they were again into their regular chats. After a few days, he dared to question
her,
Boy: Do you still love me…?
Girl: Does it matters now?
Boy: But…Still, I want to know?
Girl: Let it be, our relationship was
temporary, isn’t it?
Boys: Yes might be, and I even don’t
want to be in true
relationship.
So he told her about everything which
happened in his life until then, and apologized for not telling her soon, to
which she replied in affirmative to meet him the next day, but due to busy schedule
it was not possible for both of them to meet. It happened for two times and for
the third time they decided to meet in the morning, this time he was there to meet
her and was on time, but she did not come, which let him in a tense situation.
Later he asked her on social media, why she was not there to meet him? But she
did not reply to all those messages sent by him. After few days she replied in
an emotional manner saying, ”I don’t have the guts to face you”, and after this, he was quite confused and asked for an explanation but she refused to answer it. And again they were back to the pavilion, not talking to each other. After few days he got to know from his
friends about a guy having a crush on her, so he asked her about that guy, to
which she replied that he is a good friend of her, being in contact from past
few days on social media. On knowing so, his friends threatened that guy to
stay away from her. After this incident, exactly on the next day, she told him to
ask his friends to be in their limits and he took it such sense that she was
developing a special corner for that boy. Relating to this topic they had many
quarrels. And they then decided to be complete strangers to each other. It was
so disturbing for her that she decided to never talk to him again; she made her
mind that she will never be in touch with him again whatsoever the situations
may be.
Later he came to know, she was talking
about his friends who commented on her, which she overheard and concluded that
it was a messy part of misunderstandings which made their life way too
complicated to be solved easily. Later, he made his mind to approach her and
clear all misunderstandings, but she replied in negative. And being emotionally
silent, he decided to never think of her again and will never meet any turns of
his life ahead.
Soon they were into their exam time,
and he was onto his studies, forgetting everything happened in the past. Perhaps he
was still disturbed and was not able to concentrate on studies and there were
quite a few changes in his behavior. One of his college friends did catch that
change and asked him about why being rude with everyone. To which he was silent
gave no reply and his friend told him with great confidence that he is in true
love with her, so he can never overcome those feelings for her. He then replied
that it is not true, he can never be in true love; he was trying to deny those
feelings for her. He later thought about those words and realized that he loves
her so much that he can’t deny. Hesitation was all around him, with a question
in his mind, “DO I TRULY LOVE HER?” Being on such a confusing path, he had many
paths to move with but was lacking the dare to walk on it. But in real life, he
can’t stay as he is now forever and tried to move swiftly like others in the race
of life chasing his dreams.
While moving ahead in his life he made
contact with his childhood friend, who was like a brother to him. And told him
everything to which he said, “Bro, you truly are in love with someone really
special for you…” This statement was like a line printed on a rock to him, and
later decided to confess his feelings to her, but she ignored him. After being
ignored he still had a smile on his face, waiting for her reply and retrospecting
those days. It’s true that people who love someone so much can wait patiently
for their love to come back; it is the feeling of ETERNAL LOVE. Someone who is
in true love can know these feelings.
Now you must be wondering about why 65
days… a question not yet answered for more than a month… now it is time to
reveal the answer behind 65 days… You all might have thought about many reasons
why? But I can’t wait for much to answer it. Though he now is in pain, due to some
misunderstandings. Those 65 days are the most special moments of his life, the
most adorable one, the memories he plotted which he can never forget. And he
now realized the value of those 65 days… how special they are to him… but the
question still remains unanswered… Why 65 days…? Those days 65 days were the
days in which they were in a relationship, the cutest moments of his life. Still
waiting for her…
After working on this story for more
than a month, the person who narrated me his story asked me to read a Shayari
written by him, which really touched me…
“Hum Aashiq Aawara Nahi Jo Aapke
Jism Se Pyar Kare
Pure Mukhlis Dil Se Aapke Rooh
Ko Chahte Hain
Hota Pyar To Lete Aapko Pure
Duniya Se Cheen
Rooh Se Hain Isiliye Aapko Rab
Se Duao Mein Maanga Karte Hain.”
S R Agarwal
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